moving to ypsi in the next two weeks.

anyone want to help me move?

anyone who has a vehicle that can move 2 dressers, my bed, tv, bookcase, and various other things i have...?

i am drunk and love my life

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im writing a plan. a great fucking plan! a plan to end all plans! a plan that will be so mind blowingly amazing childrens heads all over the world will explode!

so.... i got myself a laptop! ibook g4. pretty much everything in it is brand new! yay.

meeting adams dad went great.

got my second tattoo not to long ago. "love without expectations" on my inner right bicep. word.

my feet are cold.

Current Music: giant drag

so the move to austin has been pushed back from 6-8 to about a year now...

family things, work things, car things, life things, have pushed the move...

:(

but its gonna happen just need to push a little harder...


meeting adams dad today... interesting... this is like the last important family member to meet..

well so news!

i may or may not, and by may not i mean i probably am...

MOVING!!!! TO AUSTIN!


word.

this wont be happening or another 6 or 8 months... but its happening.

i might be moving with adam, or just moving by myself.

regardless of whether or not adam is moving with me im going.




so yeah.

im so flighty with my journal...

i suck

house things are happening and stuff and well really thats about all i can say about it. its going to be weird not living in birmingham, well i mean not birmingham, but my house there. its a big change for me, but a big change i think i need.

adams birthday today. fancy.

gwa. murf. dick.

um i guess ill just write more later...

Current Location: Adam's House
Current Music: Deerhunter

i seriously do think i only write in here when im upset.

totally stranded in a place i dont want to be right now...

i wanna be home in bed. i wanna be home in my bed with adam. i want it to be noon again. so i can lay in bed and be happy about where i am.

it's funny to see how people change but they really dont. how i guess they never really did care about how things they did or things they said affected me. i didnt really ask for a lot. but it seemed like i never really got the important stuff.

i fucked up too. in a different way. but at least they can look back on it and im just that stupid whore of an exgirlfriend who they fell in love with. but for me... i look back on it... and its hard to remember why i was sad, why i was miserable, and then sometimes i think that im crazy. that there really was nothing wrong and it was really all my fault. then i wake up and realize it wasnt really anyones fault, i just didnt get it and he just didnt get it.

we still dont get it.


and i dont think we're ever gonna get it.


but i still feel like an asshole. and i still feel like the one who should be saying their sorry. but maybe i wanna here an "im sorry" too.

i just dont think im ever gonna get it.

Are you in a good mood right now? No.
Do you need to say anything to someone? Yeah, fucking call me you shit head
What made you mad today? Something dumb. It's always something dumb.
Are you available? No.
Will you be in a relationship in four months? I don't know. I'm in one now?
Do you hate it when people smoke around you? No.
Will your next kiss be a mistake? I don't think so
Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Derby Wrestling Team, 2003
Do you mind being cold? Eh, I'm always cold.
Are you afraid of falling in love? No...
Have you held hands with anybody in the past week? Yes.
Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to & your sure they won't tell anyone? Yes.
Did you go out or stay in last night? In...
Whats something you really want right now, be honest? 1. Money 2. A better Job 3. Adam not having to move to Alanta 4. More booze.
Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself? I exsit, so I guess i have to be.
What was the first thing you did this morning? Kiss Adam.
What upcoming event are you waiting and ready for? Sisters Of Mercy concert, Sam being in town
Do you forgive and forget? Forgive yes, Forget probably not.
What did you do today? Went to Adams house, Bowling, Pool, Drink Wine.
Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Eh, depends on the situation
What don’t you leave the house without? Cloths... Usually.
Do you believe in love? Sure why not?!
What would you rather be doing right now? I dunno, maybe feel less awkward and sit in my living room with my friends...
Do you get distracted easily? Not usually.
What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Adam.
Your thoughts of long distance relationships? Alanta... FUCK!
Think of the person you'd like to be with most right now, when did you last see them? Driving pasted a pizza place in East Lansing, fall of 2006.
Is there a guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you? Yeah...
When is the last time you took a nap? Don't rember.
What were you doing at 8 this morning? Sleeping.